by CiNi

She knows damn well what she wants
She grasps how wrong it is to want it
She knows that only he can answer
She sits waiting

She answers her questions a thousand times in her head
She wants the only one who could stop her to say so
She feels he wants fears to say
She sits waiting

She is in awe of why she tells him what she does
She wonders why she wants to know the same
She can't fathom the need for either
She sits waiting

She wants no one to tell her what to do
She never wants a non-sophist in her life again
She has found one that would do neither
She sits waiting

She may seem rather frustrated at times
She knows it's her mind in overdrive
She can't slow it down sometimes
She sits waiting

She wants, She loves
She wonders, She thinks
She agonizes
She sits waiting

--CiNi

Added 09 September 1998

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